12.6.99

Andrea thanked me for consoling her after the "make-out" incident with Adam S. Friday. Sarah and I had secret handshakes yet my heart ripped when I learned it was not enough. Consider: today at lunch I learned that Graham was dared, drunk stupid, at the party to take some girl into a room and do et cetera inexpressibles. I laughed until I learned it was Sarah then I crumbled--inside. He says they "only kissed." Only! 'Tis so cruel. Adam S. (Sarah called him a "horn ball" Friday) also kissed the "skinny girl" as Graham called her. Skinny girl/Don't rob her world/She means more to me/Than sanity. I still love my cheating bride for she was obviously taken advantage of by the Idiots of heartbreak. My day ended there.