12.22.99

Only one incident seems notable this late at night (11:18pm: Geoff's with Mark W., Jon S. returns as I depart). I held a floor at lunch surrounded by Jill, Heather, Andrea, and Sarah (bride). They showed me a picture of me from Prom (of course at Sarah's table) and Sarah and Andrea both agreed I looked "very sexy." I melted (back of my mind knowing there is the tiny drop of sarcasm in their compliments). Next I teased Andrea admirably as she worried if she was invited to Y2-Keg. Most importantly, however, was when Andrea remarked, "Do you remember what you said that night?"!!! No! I wish I only could! She glanced a cursory look to Sarah when she asked. Oh, how much of my love did I reveal?! We parted well--I rode a cloud to English. Sarah and I had another passing--salute--and sexy, shy, shimmering smile in response. Meagan and I are incommunicado and I do not weep nor care. Hannah is gorgeous and I love her foreign simplicity. Sarah--to hold and haunt.