12.21.99

I must speak of the events I neglected to mention yesterday for, they are more important than today's meager incidents. (I did not see Sarah in passing yet I fell in love, because I felt the classic void). Also, we had a Student Council assembly. It went smashing! Especially knowing my girl was in the audience. On to yesterday. Gord embarrassed Sarah and I collectively in the lunch room. At first he said to me "I heard you were getting it (my memory assumes dancing) on with Sarah." Next he yelled at Sarah who was isolated at the condiments table "Hey Sarah," waved, and then pointed to me. Sarah and I shared an awkward smile, I waved to fill the deadness, and we both hurried our singled-out eyes elsewhere. I died thinking that the awkwardness would thus be sustained for eternity. Luckily, when I was running errands for Mrs. McLeod we passed solitary in the halls. I was actually talking to Mr. Williams (stupid! I saw her coming and yet initiated the intercourse with Williams--missed chances). Anyway, I went out of the conversation for one all important second so I could smile at Sarah, she back with that "I-know-you-want-to-know-me-so-act!" smile. Carpe diem. This hollowness must not remain.